Birthday Blue

I guess lots of people feel kind of blue around their birthday. I couldn't say exactly what it is am feeling blue about... just blue.

I have been having an okay day so far. I went to church this morning. My church is in process of looking for a pastor. The guy who preached this morning was rather cheerful and then he delivered a very serious message. It was about being a watchmen, for those of you who know the Bible well enough to know what that would be. I thought one of his better points was about sounding a clear trumpet sound. He said he was in the band in high school, and he made that analogy. The rest of the stuff he said just got me more down. I was already feeling down anyway. I wondered if that was what God wanted to say to me. Could be...

So I have been in a way enjoying wallowing in my birthday blues, throwing a right good pity party. No else was invited, although I did tell a few people it was my birthday.